How I Feel

Lately I have been struggleing with the issue of keeping certain words or comments to myself. I tend to say things as they come out of my mouth without thinking twice. Why do we have random moments of out bursts and just say things as they roll off the tip of our tongues? Why do we hurt the ones we love? I once read and also wrote on my wall in my room that, We ignore the ones who love us, love the ones who ignore us, get hurt by the ones we care about, and hurt the ones who care about us. Ironic isn't it? I seem to have the issue of having out bursts of saying things I do not mean towards another person. Whether it be my mother, a friend, a teacher, family, pets, strangers, ect, I tend to be in a conversation with them and me being the blunt one, I don't think before I act. I really should learn to. I know I am bluntly honest, but sometimes it gets you into a lot of trouble. Though, actions do speak louder than words to me, sometimes my actions need to speak less and my words need to be thought out and looked at before letting them just glide out of my mouth like a child on a wet slide in the summer time. Have you ever felt the same?